What now?

Ugh...
I'm not gonna lie...
Yesterday was rough...
Hugging Josh goodbye, watching him drive away, knowing a huge chapter of my life - that daily contact - had come to an end. And wondering what the next chapter of our relationship will look like....

I have had many things demanding my attention for the past few months
Wrapping things up at CAA
Josh's graduation
Trip to San Diego
Getting Josh ready to leave
And then suddenly yesterday it was all over....
And now I have no excuses not to figure out what I'm to do next.
I would love the phone to ring with some amazing offer...
As I see it I have two options

1. Public School teaching - Prairie High School has 3 History teaching positions open...I don't have Wa. State certification and I spent most of yesterday trying to figure out the process - Which reduced me to tears a time or two - leaving me to wonder is all the effort/money worth it to get certified and then no job? Or the biggest question is this the direction I should even go?

2. Photography - Scary, Exciting I think what I really want to do EXCEPT I really want to work with a team of energetic creative people and I want to know it will be successful...No guarantees One sale since I started Shelly Fry Photography a year ago...

3. Is there a third option? I hope so...

Frychik